{"id":184,"date":"2012-09-11T04:40:53","date_gmt":"2012-09-11T04:40:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/?p=184"},"modified":"2012-09-11T04:40:53","modified_gmt":"2012-09-11T04:40:53","slug":"3-times-not-a-charm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/?p=184","title":{"rendered":"3 Time&rsquo;s Not A Charm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I do this to myself.&nbsp; So, for the 3rd time in a couple years, I\u2019ve let down my wall to let someone in.&nbsp; This time, similar to the other 2, my timing couldn\u2019t have been worse.&nbsp; All three times, I\u2019ve let someone in.&nbsp; All three times, their hearts were with someone else.&nbsp; Knowing this was the case with all 3, I pushed anyway.&nbsp; Just like the previous others, I knew I would get hurt.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>Why do I do this to myself.&nbsp; You know, there <em>can<\/em> possibly be someone who will fit.&nbsp; Maybe not.&nbsp; My clock is ticking.&nbsp; I\u2019m too old to spend the time looking.&nbsp; I don\u2019t know how many good quality years I have left.&nbsp; I should just accept this path I have been given, prepare for the inevitable.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>\u2018Till the next time, back into my shell.&nbsp; It will take something amazing I hope to get me back out.&nbsp; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I do this to myself.&nbsp; So, for the 3rd time in a couple years, I\u2019ve let down my wall to let someone in.&nbsp; This time, similar to the other 2, my timing couldn\u2019t have been worse.&nbsp; All three times, I\u2019ve let someone in.&nbsp; All three times, their hearts were with someone else.&nbsp; Knowing this was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotion"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=184"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":185,"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions\/185"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patientsurvivingpatience.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}