Well, the time is ticking until Robbi does the inevitable. She definitely has made a choice to push me aside and move on to find whatever it is that she thinks will make her happy. As of now, she has a husband who loves her more than life, who also loves his kids. I’m not sure what it is that is missing, and frankly, I don’t think she does either, she just believes happiness can’t possibly come from me. <\/p>\n
It’s wrong. <\/p>\n
She will find out in the future that everything she was looking for she had all along. It will be too late then, and it saddens me. <\/p>\n
My life is being destroyed on someone else’s gamble. There isn’t anything I can do anymore but to move on and somehow find…well, I don’t know what I’m supposed to find. I had everything I ever wanted already. Anything in the future is a downgrade, for sure.<\/p>\n
Maybe I can find someone who WANTS to love me, and WANTS to take care of me when my MS really takes a dive, and WANTS me for ME. <\/p>\n
I’m sorry for not being what you wanted, Robbi.<\/p>\n
Tick tock.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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